Alec Benjamin - Older (Tour Demo)

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  • These Two Windows .. out now :)))) AlecBenjamin.lnk.to/TheseTwoWindows

    Alec BenjaminAlec Benjamin4 ай мурун
    • 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

      Gon FreecssGon FreecssАй мурун
    • I never knew I would replace Taylor swift with someone but you are really amazing.keep making art.no matter what ....rember.❤️

      well comewell come2 ай мурун
    • Sakshi Singh yess:(

      banusubanusu2 ай мурун
    • I want this song to be on spotify ♥️

      Sakshi SinghSakshi Singh2 ай мурун
    • I wish every single demo and everything youve ever made were on spotify because that would all i would listen too.

      Aiko MCAiko MC3 ай мурун
  • Clearly 100 people don't have any taste 😤

    Adhaan _Adhaan _12 саат мурун
  • WHY IS THIS NOT ON JOOX

    Wilson LamWilson Lam9 күн мурун
  • 700k views.. 39k likes.. and not even 100 dislikes Yes.. We all love you alec ❤❤

    tanmay maititanmay maiti12 күн мурун
  • This song discribes me I'm crying

    Noura SaghbiniNoura Saghbini15 күн мурун
  • One of the best songs ever, i'm so in love with it

    MariusMarius16 күн мурун
  • Im 13 and im sometimes just scared

    FinoGamezFinoGamez22 күн мурун
  • Recently applied to internships... soon to be jobs. 🙄

    Matt DomonkosMatt Domonkos25 күн мурун
  • When will this be on Spotify 🥺🥺

    Anneth GromwellAnneth Gromwell25 күн мурун
  • As a 14-year-old male, I don't cry but this song hits really hard.

    MoterMouth24MoterMouth2427 күн мурун
  • 17, terrified. 2020 09 24

    李沐恩李沐恩27 күн мурун
  • This song is so relateble. I moved away from my friends and family a month ago, I'm 13 and im constantly scared of the future and what will happen to me.

    Emelia FisherEmelia Fisher28 күн мурун
  • Alec be writing songs and releasing them fast like how I clicked this video

    Day AmarotoDay AmarotoАй мурун
  • My life explained in a song I hope we find Cure for depression God Bless You 💙 Have a Nice Day

    MANAHIL ZEESHANMANAHIL ZEESHANАй мурун
  • I still need this on spotify...🥺❣

    AubreyAubreyАй мурун
  • Why ain’t this on Spotify?

    Matthew CoxMatthew CoxАй мурун
  • will this be released this year? for the seniors of 2021 who may not get a senior year at all?

    Julia BerkeleyJulia BerkeleyАй мурун
  • Got my tongue twisted at "guess my childhood is over..."

    Proper SilentProper SilentАй мурун
  • Man I hate this song... but like in a really good way, it just makes me depressed. xD

    Bryce M.Bryce M.Ай мурун
  • I’m scared to get older to but not telling my age Ik day I’m younger then ten and that’s all

    Cataleya CervantesCataleya CervantesАй мурун
  • Can you please put this out on Spotify!?!?! 🥺

    Evan HarroldEvan HarroldАй мурун
  • I like that chaptpppppaaammmmpararaaaa part

    Ashoor NasserAshoor NasserАй мурун
  • I'll make sure to spread your name whereever i can stay patience and hold on😁

    SHATTERED P R I D ESHATTERED P R I D EАй мурун
  • Wow this is like a punch in the gut I just turned 18 and I,m moving to uni soon and I don,t know what I'm doing.

    Eve MundyEve MundyАй мурун
  • If only I heard this song back then, maybe i'd have less scars

    #Fuzzy. Chubs#Fuzzy. ChubsАй мурун
  • PLEASE REALEASE THESE, is AMAZING

    Opamalclo AlzalbajeOpamalclo AlzalbajeАй мурун
  • I've been saying this since I was 11. 🙂+💧 Help me please

    SomikaSomikaАй мурун
  • luv u

    Abigaeil LiberalAbigaeil Liberal2 ай мурун
  • I’m just vibing at 12:30 A.M. listening to Alec Benjamin for the fourth night in a row.

    Hu HuHu Hu2 ай мурун
  • PLSS TELL ME THIS IS ON SPOTIFY CUZ I CANT FIND IT im turning 15 in 2 days and im soooo not ready ive been crying non stop like wtf am i ok?!

    Britt Van DoorslaerBritt Van Doorslaer2 ай мурун
  • 95 dislike is me....cz he has only few haters...he is my favourite singer

    XOX GaMingXOX GaMing2 ай мурун
  • ...As someone who's starting their first day of highschool tomorrow I can sort of relate. Although, it doesn't feel much like highschool since it's virtual. Still.

    Ishani DasyamIshani Dasyam2 ай мурун
  • THIS IS NOT 5 MONTHS OLD

    Morgan MalfMorgan Malf2 ай мурун
  • I’m bout to go into my senior year and it’s all just rushing by and I have no idea what I’m gonna do there’s too many options and not enough time to sort shit out idk what ima do I just want things to slow down

    Private 1Private 12 ай мурун
  • I wish I could buy this song on Apple Music. 🤧

    Tenley AkutagawaTenley Akutagawa2 ай мурун
  • I like the song, though if you look closely you can see he just looped two clips together pefectly.

    Salty ChocolateSalty Chocolate2 ай мурун
  • I love how Alec writes songs that mean something and are so easy to relate to which is easy for me to just listen to and understand.

    Leigha MantorLeigha Mantor2 ай мурун
    • Leigha Mantor I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • Why isn't on Spotify? could you please put it on?🤞🏻

    Savannah DalmeijerSavannah Dalmeijer2 ай мурун
    • Savannah Dalmeijer I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • Alec's music is so good bc no matter what stage of life your in you get it that fear of growing up of loosing your childhood I've felt since I was seven

    hannah Andersonhannah Anderson2 ай мурун
    • hannah Anderson I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • 14 and already relating, even more scared about growing up now

    TB4TB42 ай мурун
    • TB4 I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • Alec doesn't know how to write a bad song

    Clara uauClara uau2 ай мурун
    • Clara uau I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • Is this coming out on spotify anny time soon??

    Irmelin LieIrmelin Lie2 ай мурун
    • Irmelin Lie I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • I dont think anyone is Alec but I love the song though ❤ Your an amazing song writer and singer, I wish I was but I'm still trying!

    Jasmine LewisJasmine Lewis2 ай мурун
    • Jasmine Lewis I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • Everytime I hear this man's songs, I want to hug him tight

    Voice of NehaVoice of Neha2 ай мурун
    • Neha Jain I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • It’s my 16th birthday..this hits so hard

    EhehehehehepotatoEhehehehehepotato2 ай мурун
  • I'm getting major 2005 Imogen Heap vibes. 😁 Alec, it's a really lovely song!

    Drew ScharfenbergDrew Scharfenberg2 ай мурун
    • Drew Scharfenberg I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • ♥️♥️♥️♥️

    Sakshi SinghSakshi Singh2 ай мурун
  • "I'm not ready to get older. I'm not ready to get older." Kids spend their childhood wanting to grow up to then spend the rest of their lives wanting for things to be how they were before, dreading to grow up.

    Di Angelo FanDi Angelo Fan2 ай мурун
    • Di Angelo Fan I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • SPOT 👏 I👏FY👏 NOW👏

    Sophia MillsapSophia Millsap2 ай мурун
    • Sophia Millsap I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • His best demo ever, please release it.

    Alex MAlex M2 ай мурун
    • Alex M I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • PLEASE release this alec, please. i’m begging you. this is one of my favorite songs

    NayaNaya2 ай мурун
    • Naya I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • Can you post this on Spotify!!!??? Please🥺🥺🥺🥺

    Justiness NguyenJustiness Nguyen2 ай мурун
    • Justiness Nguyen I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • This is extremely relatable

    Jess EJess E2 ай мурун
    • Jess E I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • can you try to do a song on my b day?

    Kamren McclennyKamren Mcclenny2 ай мурун
  • 0:46 timestamp for me

    shazzzshazzz3 ай мурун
  • ERHGHHGHG where is the song that goes: "I get overwhelmed so easily my anxiety creeps on over me".. etc INEED TO FIND IT AGHGHGHG

    ur gay mom.ur gay mom.3 ай мурун
  • I feel this with my whole heart :( I can't wait to get older because maybe I'll be taken seriously and do what I dream of, but I also want to cherish every moment with my friends. I'm not ready but I can't wait.

    Julie HarperJulie Harper3 ай мурун
  • I just want it on Spotify soooo baddd :(

    Lena InanutshellLena Inanutshell3 ай мурун
    • @Lena Inanutshell awee tysmmm

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
    • Softyvibes well I really love your version of the song. Just listened to it ;) So of course I will subscribe

      Lena InanutshellLena Inanutshell2 ай мурун
    • Lena Inanutshell I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • This song has a special impact on me. I’m still young, I’ll be a sophomore this year. But I’m terrified of growing up and not living the best life I can

    Fire TurtleFire Turtle3 ай мурун
    • Fire Turtle I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • WHEN WILL THIS BE ON SPOTIFYYYYYY

    KirboKirbo3 ай мурун
    • Kirbo I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • And how dose he make the best songs so fast Like WHAT

    _zifex_zifex3 ай мурун
    • JT Hola I have a slowed down version of *Older* and *these two windows reaction video* on my channel but I was thinking should I upload more Alec Benjamin songs? i have slowed down a lot of his songs!!!! would you mind checking them out then and s u b s c r i b e maybe? I really want to get monetized to afford college in the future but that means I need to hit 1K😭 But really if you lost someone or something is going on you can always comment under one of my videos and I will respond and always be there for you! I want you to be happy and help otger people like they help me with my channel❤️🥺 (ps. I was going to see Alec this year... I won tickets... that was a dream but then the corona virus came😭)

      SoftyvibesSoftyvibes2 ай мурун
  • "I'm not ready to get older" Been saying this since I was 12

    Isabelle DannerIsabelle Danner3 ай мурун
  • I’m so ready for this song to be released!

    Hannah BrayHannah Bray3 ай мурун
  • In August, I’ll be moving 300 miles away from my family to live in Kentucky. I’ll be 17 on July 22. This song hit home for me.

    americanidiotamericanidiot3 ай мурун
    • Aww

      Ashwini GoelAshwini Goel3 ай мурун
  • Alec Benjamin is the best song writer of our generation. THAT'S A FACT🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😁😎😎

    Gordon AhwirengGordon Ahwireng3 ай мурун
  • Dudes I'm about to be a senior and it's gone by sooooo fast. I can relate sooo much. I'm not ready to start filling out applications and forms and leaving my childhood behind. Kinda makes me sad even though I'm ready to be done with the school system.

    AnnaAnna3 ай мурун
  • Is this song released on spotify?

    No LongerNo Longer3 ай мурун
    • Kosha Said no because it’s a demo sadly

      GalaxyNMGalaxyNM3 ай мурун
  • This is the first time I've ever heard any one of your songs, and I'm glad I have, I stumbled upon this while finding some inspiration for my next artwork and I'm already in love with your music❤️❤️

    Bhavya KumarBhavya Kumar3 ай мурун
  • Bruh this is like actually so sweet 🥺 Two of my cousins are graduating from high school this year- they listened to this song and they loved it Thank you, Alec, for making my always depressed cousin find some light 💜

    Jules PlayzJules Playz3 ай мурун
  • Me: *The perfect songs doesn't exis-* Me: * discoveres Alec Benjamin * *My life is a huge joke.*

    GRIZZ BEARGRIZZ BEAR3 ай мурун
  • i started being afraid of growing up when i was 12 or 13 and im 15 now and i still lay awake at night crying because i dont wanna grow up and i miss being a kid like my cousins just graduated from high school and im scared yk

    Destinie DesiletsDestinie Desilets3 ай мурун
  • I have to listen to this song every week just to remind myself that someone understands how I feel ..

    M _M _3 ай мурун
  • Wow

    hola broshola bros3 ай мурун
  • I first heard this so like last month or the month before. Honestly this song hits me so hard. I'm going to be in my final year of secondary school in September. I'm gonna graduate around this time next year. I'm not even gonna lie i am so so scared. Who knows what is next in life for me. It's so weird that I'm 15 and I can relate so much to this song. I'm really not ready to get older.

    Laura NwenekaLaura Nweneka3 ай мурун
  • this song made me realize time is worth so much, and you cant get it back once you've spent it

    marli :marli :4 ай мурун
  • Spotify?

    IgnitedFlamesIgnitedFlames4 ай мурун
  • So in this year I turned 19 and: - Pandemic is taking the world - My country is becoming more and more autocratic - The climate change shows its first signs and scientists say that it will be a drought in my country - In short time probably there will be an economic depression - I didn't have my high school graduation, I couldn't say "goodbye" to my classmates and teachers who help me get through - My oral exams were postponed, and they didn't go well - I don't know if I go this october to a university - My friends have a lot of problems and I don't have a f***cking idea how to help them - My parents decided to move out from my hometown, my childhood home - the only stable thing in my life. I'm not ready to get older.

    Kasia R.Kasia R.4 ай мурун
  • I’m sad that this song wasn’t in the album

    Matt MooreMatt Moore4 ай мурун
  • this song hits different when you're 16 and going to college without all your friends

    orelsingeorelsinge4 ай мурун
  • someone: what's your favourite song? me: any alec benjamin song someone: who's alec benjamin? me: *shows them the many pictures of him i have on my phone* someone: okayyyy... well what's your favourite song by him? me: *shows them the playlist i made of all his songs* these are my favourites someone: are you just showing me all his songs? me: heheh maybe

    PeachiiisimsPeachiiisims4 ай мурун
  • DROP

    The ShnorbixThe Shnorbix4 ай мурун
  • So when does this song actually come out on apple music?????

    DimondAlo 65DimondAlo 654 ай мурун
    • 😭😭😭 IT’S SO GOOD THO

      DimondAlo 65DimondAlo 653 ай мурун
    • It probably won’t because none of his demos are on Apple music

      GalaxyNMGalaxyNM3 ай мурун
  • Is this song in Amazon music ?? If someone knows this please let me know because this song is like 100% me at the moment 💜

    Hannah KleinHannah Klein4 ай мурун
  • plz im not ready to get older, it frustated

    wfh for pplwfh for ppl4 ай мурун
  • has anyone asked Alec if he's okay

    ItsVorxzyItsVorxzy4 ай мурун
  • It's very fitting for upcoming college students, combined with such harsh times. I'm atleast not alone on this trip. I hope everyone is doing well. Stay safe and take care of yourself and others.

    Dzine RtistDzine Rtist4 ай мурун
  • I do really hope you’re going to add this one to These Two Windows 🙏🏼 Your voice’s insane

    MaturitéenfantineMaturitéenfantine4 ай мурун
  • 0:46

    ugly ._.personugly ._.person4 ай мурун
  • amazing

    Samari BrittonSamari Britton4 ай мурун
  • Honestly this might be my favorite song by Alec. Also, I always turn it to .75 speed, just in case anyone likes it that way too :)

    Ellie PachecoEllie Pacheco4 ай мурун
  • I'm 18 and "my college life" started like two months ago but because of the coronavirus, I'm still doing online classes and I'm not ready to get older and become 19 when staying my house (sorry for my bad English)

    Riley FloresRiley Flores4 ай мурун
    • I feel the same way

      Matt MooreMatt Moore4 ай мурун
  • Propably will user this song doe my graduation 💕

    EefjeEefje4 ай мурун
  • Can you please put this on Spotify?? LOVE IT ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    Tilda SandbergTilda Sandberg4 ай мурун
  • I just turned 18, I'm about to graduate and moving out in August. I'm definitely ready for it and I wanted to do this step for so long but there are moments where I am so afraid of feeling alone in my own apartment. I wanna be independent and live my own life but at the same time I don't want to leave my childhood behind

    Emily M.Emily M.4 ай мурун
  • I'm already 25 like Alec, that odd age when 30 start to look reaaaally close, and I feel like I was 20 not too long ago, heck even High School...

    Eli GamingEli Gaming4 ай мурун
  • Can you plz release this song for the class of 2020???? Literally so much has changed for us and this song really hits deep. I love it so much and just wish I could put it on my Spotify playlist. ❤️

    SierraSierra4 ай мурун
  • I WANT THIS SONG WAS ON SPOTIFY!!! 😭😭😭

    SierraSierra4 ай мурун
  • He's not only a songwriter, he's a storyteller.

    All Mighty AlmondAll Mighty Almond4 ай мурун
  • I am expecting a full version of this song and literally all your other demos. That includes your old demos!!!

    keara burnskeara burns4 ай мурун
  • I relate to this but in a different way because I have recently moved house and moved to a different city so I can't see my old friends and I had to pack all my stuff up

    libby xlibby x4 ай мурун