Alec Benjamin - Stranger to Myself (DEMO)

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  • THE ALBUM IS COMING MAY 29TH !!! pre order here :

    Alec BenjaminAlec Benjamin6 ай мурун
    • hi

      karen gkaren gАй мурун
    • You are going to be next star as Ed Sheeran. Love your voice💓

      prashant yadavprashant yadav3 ай мурун
    • Are you okay? I see you so sad in your tik toks :(

      banusubanusu4 ай мурун
    • I'm so excited!!!

      Sydney .-.Sydney .-.5 ай мурун
    • eeekekkkek ahha im so excited!!! i know its gonna be great ❤️

      amxranthineamxranthine6 ай мурун
  • sir that's a lot of pop vinyls

    Rose MorningMistRose MorningMist2 күн мурун
  • I extremely love your songs, your voice, also your soul ❤️ Thanks for all your devotion !

    Nhung ĐỗNhung Đỗ10 күн мурун
  • This piece deserves to be completed👁🔥

    Raed MohammadRaed Mohammad18 күн мурун
  • Why is no one talking about the toys behind him--

    Samantha Marie AñascoSamantha Marie Añasco18 күн мурун
  • when I killed someone for you, I became a stranger to myself...

    Ralph AltaresRalph Altares21 күн мурун
  • Very good. God bless

    Fight BackFight Back27 күн мурун
  • 69 dislikes god is dead

    Carl_the_CrabCarl_the_Crab29 күн мурун
  • I've made so many new accounts for yt and every one is subscribed to you. ILY so much and I know you won't see this but you are an inspiration to me and my best friend and we are praying you come to London for a tour. Me and my bestie will be there and that isnt a doubt. I listen to your songs every day and there isn't a day goes by that I haven't listened to at least 1 song. Always keep your head up and just remember me and your fan group will always be here for youuu 💕

    Keira MonicaKeira MonicaАй мурун
  • I need this on Spotify man.

    0ni_Zeke0ni_ZekeАй мурун

    Ksenja VorobjovaKsenja VorobjovaАй мурун
  • This sounds amazing i love it! 🥰🥰🥰

    Chloe DanielsChloe DanielsАй мурун
  • I can't ignore his songs🎵😭😭😭 I'm so in love ❤❤

    Cali YepthomiCali YepthomiАй мурун
  • Can you add it on Spotify ? I love it so much

    Bình Mai HữuBình Mai HữuАй мурун
  • This guy cannot write a single bad song

    Sabrina DominguezSabrina DominguezАй мурун
  • Dude this song is so f+cking amazing! I love it

    Jos3phJos3phАй мурун
  • A M A Z I N G ! ! !

    Alen NovikovaAlen NovikovaАй мурун
  • It sounds like the song was portraying someone with DID

    Armily GraceArmily GraceАй мурун
  • It's kinda describing D.I.D

    Non-Existent PersonNon-Existent Person2 ай мурун
  • Thanks for making songs like this, also, thanks KGcode for recommending such a great artist.

    Adam CsernyiAdam Csernyi2 ай мурун
  • Whats the first thing u think of when heard stranger?

    Green rain's gamingGreen rain's gaming2 ай мурун
  • The guitars (I'm pretty sure that's what they are but im not super musically inclined) in the background MAKE THIS SONG for me ❤

    Megan TheForceMegan TheForce2 ай мурун
  • Vovo yung nag-unlike! Filipino Fan here!!!!!

    Jeanette TempladoJeanette Templado2 ай мурун
  • Again! THE HUMMING!

    Sophia YoungSophia Young2 ай мурун
  • I love this song soooo much

    Allyee PiersonAllyee Pierson2 ай мурун
  • really hope to see full version of this song. Listened to it for a many times

    Thảo Vy Trần NgọcThảo Vy Trần Ngọc2 ай мурун
  • I'm definitely not gonna tell u that u r my medicine,cuz ur not gonna read it anyways

    Shreyoshi NilormyShreyoshi Nilormy2 ай мурун
  • When will it be done

    Cory VuongCory Vuong3 ай мурун
  • if you think Alec deserves an award for most songs released in a year like this. #LOVING ALEC

    Brighton sparkBrighton spark3 ай мурун
  • Why isn't this on Spotify again?

    Viraj ShahViraj Shah3 ай мурун
    • @ok the demo was on Spotify, it was removed tho

      Viraj ShahViraj Shah2 ай мурун
    • Its only a demo

      okok2 ай мурун
  • His photo for this song is literally me everyday

    Jules PlayzJules Playz3 ай мурун
  • why aren't all these demo's on your album?

    AMIAMI3 ай мурун
  • Every lyric makes a difference. That's amazing talent ❤️

    NoelleNoelle3 ай мурун
  • I’m confused how many dam songs has he made?

    Bella KaiserBella Kaiser3 ай мурун
  • OHHHHHHHH MYYYY GOOOOOOODDDDDDD .WTF his songs can never be bad I swear............................His the best artist I swear...............Why Isn't he famous dude.............His songs are loveeeeeeeeee................💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗😍😘😘😘😘😘😘.Love every song written by him.............

    DNageshwarDNageshwar3 ай мурун
  • Love it😍

    Ellx. 09Ellx. 093 ай мурун
  • Lyrics: Somebody's been going through my things keys are on the kitchen table. usually, keep them in my nightstand Maybe I've just had too much to drink Lately, I feel so unstable. all my friends say "you alright man?" Closing the doors. Checking the locks. look out the window Lay on the floor calling the cops when I hear the wind blow When they kicked open the door I was hiding. and I came out with my hands in the air I said "officer someone's inside" and when he turned on the light it was just me standing there in the mirror guess I'm a stranger to myself, mmm guess I'm a stranger to myself. mmm Lonely conversations, tryna get to know the face that's staring back at me He almost feels familiar And just when I thought I knew him He disappeared from view and I'm afraid that I might be here with a killer Closing the doors, checking the locks Look out the window Lay on the floor, calling the cops When I hear the wind blow When they kicked open the door I was hiding And I came out with my hands in the air I said, "Officer, someone's inside" And when he turned on the light It was just me standing there in the mirror Guess I'm a stranger to myself, mmm Guess I'm a stranger to myself, mmm

    ScydScyd3 ай мурун
    • Thanks for.taking the time

      Sara Mariam AhmedSara Mariam Ahmed2 ай мурун
    • Thanku so much. 🙌♥️

      Srishti SharmaSrishti Sharma2 ай мурун
  • Why can't I find it on Spotify? :c

    shouldn'tbeshouldn'tbe4 ай мурун
    • Its a demo so its not released yet.

      Haidyn VincentHaidyn Vincent4 ай мурун
  • The tune is soo relaxing!.. and the lyrics are so relatable ! Thanks for making this!

    Shampa Ghoshal MishraShampa Ghoshal Mishra4 ай мурун
  • This song got real deep at the chorus 👉👈☹️ Didn't know a chorus could go that deep...

    Amanda StallmanAmanda Stallman4 ай мурун
  • Hi

    chexemchexem4 ай мурун
  • The story I hear: From the perspective of a trans ftm who has not accepted their identity. The POV is the female side, their current identity and appearance. In the mirror Stands them, maybe a future male version of them or whatever their mind has conjured up as their male persona. When they look in the mirror, they feel this sort of out of body experience where they can’t believe they’re seeing themself in the mirror, but it’s not them, just what they would look like. What he would, and will, look like.

    thekaidinothekaidino4 ай мурун
  • This better be on the part two album

    Juicy GoosyJuicy Goosy4 ай мурун
  • 김상일김상일4 ай мурун
  • Me: *sees my door opened* Also me: 0:00

    DomPlays YTDomPlays YT4 ай мурун
  • I am so relatable but I ran to my friends

    Braylon ElmoreBraylon Elmore4 ай мурун
  • Awesome vibes with nice flow

    Obetta JmartinsthehumblegodObetta Jmartinsthehumblegod4 ай мурун
  • omggggggh He just makes me so happy. I love every part of himmmmmmmm

    Qwert LakeQwert Lake4 ай мурун
  • Esta y Oh my God son tan profundas, realmente entiendo el sentimiento de no saberse uno mismo

    Daniela CardenasDaniela Cardenas4 ай мурун
  • Alec, you never cease to amaze me!!💕💕💕 #StrangerToMyself

    Shweta OfficialShweta Official5 ай мурун
  • this song was published on my birthday, im so gratefull

    UnLuckyCharmUnLuckyCharm5 ай мурун
  • Happy Birthday Alec! Hope to see you back on tour soon! Love you!

    Hannah BassettHannah Bassett5 ай мурун
  • 2 MONTHS since it was posted and i just noticed now there is funko pops behind him.

    sofia astronautasofia astronauta5 ай мурун
  • I need a long version of this gorgeous song

    ŞevvalŞevval5 ай мурун
  • During qurantine this is how I feel every day I can never see anyone so I barely talk and barely leave my room I don't even know what I look like any more

    taylord taytaylord tay5 ай мурун
  • Imagine actually saying this to the cops

    WaffleIron7112WaffleIron71125 ай мурун
  • I love your thoughts in your lyrics.

    JIN JJIN J5 ай мурун
  • I think I'm gonna cry

    Ciel RoseCiel Rose5 ай мурун
  • Alec: I'm afraid that I might be here with a killer My sister in the other room: he moved your keys

    Megan DeanMegan Dean5 ай мурун
  • I just love how EVERYONE is so supportive of Alec, like when I look through the comments I NEVER see ANY hate

    RocketTheCat •-•RocketTheCat •-•5 ай мурун
  • Alec PLEASE put this on Pandora 😭

    RocketTheCat •-•RocketTheCat •-•5 ай мурун
  • Comment below and like who is listening to this song during quarantine

    Saurabh GargSaurabh Garg5 ай мурун
  • His songs are really something!!!

    Quarantine clips .101Quarantine clips .1015 ай мурун
  • I love youuu Aleccc

    Qwerty 123Qwerty 1235 ай мурун
  • ❤️❤️❤️

    Alex footballAlex football5 ай мурун
  • I love that song sm

    Alex footballAlex football5 ай мурун
  • I love all your songs please keep makeing songs

    Tara NobleTara Noble5 ай мурун
  • Why isn't this longer?

    Angélica Pamela Delgado LemosAngélica Pamela Delgado Lemos5 ай мурун
  • Aa...So hittin hrd...💗

    Aman SharmaAman Sharma5 ай мурун
  • “I’m afraid I might be here with a killer”. “Would you love me more if I killed someone for you”. Coincidence I think not.

    _ItsKendelle__ItsKendelle_5 ай мурун
  • “I’m afraid I might be here with a killer”. “Would you love me more if I killed someone for you”. Coincidence I think not.

    _ItsKendelle__ItsKendelle_5 ай мурун
  • Am I the only one noticing the Funko Pops behind him..... lol

    Elizabeth JerniganElizabeth Jernigan5 ай мурун
  • I just started the song and I love it

    loner teenloner teen6 ай мурун
  • Is nobody going to talk about the funko pops??

    ArtistRankingsArtistRankings6 ай мурун
  • Wow I think this song is soo beautiful and speaks to so many people! Your voice sounds so great! I love it 🥰

    Nadja LuciaNadja Lucia6 ай мурун
  • can you do snother quarinteen live ???

    julie boquetjulie boquet6 ай мурун
  • cop: WHAT HAPPENED, YOU CALLED 991!! alec: theres someone inside!! cop: *turns on the light* *sees a mirror* alec: oh 🎶it was just me standing there in the mirror 🎶 hehe.

    amxranthineamxranthine6 ай мурун

    Ami MAmi M6 ай мурун
  • Selling replay buttons: 0:00 0:00 0:00

    DeaD KiLLerDeaD KiLLer6 ай мурун
  • In the mood to play this on repeat

    Macarena RuizMacarena Ruiz6 ай мурун

    t.t.6 ай мурун
  • Please finish this song please!!!!

    Eeden WalkerEeden Walker6 ай мурун
  • I just got to say something how did he get that many Funko Pops?? Good song though

    Jack PolanskyJack Polansky6 ай мурун
  • Tbh this is too good to be a demo

    Espresso DepressoEspresso Depresso6 ай мурун
  • then need a pop figure of Alec Benjamin....Like I need that

    kelsey kastenkelsey kasten6 ай мурун
  • i love your music so much

    Ánh TuyếtÁnh Tuyết6 ай мурун
  • Keep doing you buddy, Stay Safe.

    AdamDoeAdamDoe6 ай мурун
  • This song makes me cry it reminds me of well myself word for word

    Jodi BuckleyJodi Buckley6 ай мурун
  • you don't understand how much you're music helps me everyday. thank you, for making music. you touch many people everyday

    rachel templerachel temple6 ай мурун
  • I have a feeling, "if i killed someone for you" , "water fountain", "O. I. N. V" and this song are all somehow connected

    SangwaohSangwaoh6 ай мурун
  • wait....are you collecting funko pops??? hehe 😁💖

    HiroshiHiroshi6 ай мурун
  • can you put this on the album please this is truly incredible.

    Carter RossCarter Ross6 ай мурун
  • I didn't think he could get any better! Until I'm stuck at home 24/7 with this on repeat

    Natalie KovarNatalie Kovar6 ай мурун
  • We need the full version 💯

    Archit SinghArchit Singh6 ай мурун
  • sounds like disassociation. can relate.

    PitzerPitzer6 ай мурун

    Nomi _ PlayzNomi _ Playz6 ай мурун
  • So, the boy in the bubble built himself a friend, who turned out to be Gabriel, but when Gabriel died, he still lived on within Alec. Alec grew up and met Annabelle. He always waited at the water fountain for her. They were on and off, so he said what if I killed someone for you? She left him and put the knife in his back, he was grieving and his mind was a prison. He started thinking there's gotta be a reason. Gabriel, who still lived within him was what he saw with himself when he looked in the mirror, making a stranger to himself. So in the end, Alec was okay and stopped grieving once he figured everything out and wrote a book named, "The Book of You and I". The End!!

    averyavery6 ай мурун
  • I think this song may tell the story before "If i killed someone for you", it could tell perspective of the personality that got killed.

    Kevin RochaKevin Rocha6 ай мурун
  • Man I'm so loving your voice and songs. I will always be thankful to you for making myself nice with your songs... I'll support you no matter what

    Mahatharany VijayakumarMahatharany Vijayakumar6 ай мурун
  • I love this so much

    Ati TaryatiAti Taryati6 ай мурун